So I have had a lot on my mind lately and keep thinking, I need to write this down somewhere to get it OFF my mind...well...here goes!
I can not stop thinking of all of those suffering in Haiti...it breaks my heart and is so heart wrenching to see the numbers of deaths....over 150,000 is the last I heard...I just think of all those adults and children that had their innocent life taken away from them in the matter of minutes and I can't help but think of my little man and how if anything happened to him I don't know if I could go on. I love my husband for MANY reasons, but one big one recently is the fact that he is always a giver...ALWAYS...whenever any type of disaster happens he is the first to find out how he can give anything. Usually he doesn't even tell me, I find out when I tell him (we need to send money or supplies to .....) and he says, 'oh I did last week, when I first heard...to the Red Cross...my usual donation.' Makes me happy to know I definitely married the most humble person with the biggest heart. The best part is that his work matches whatever you donate...not many companies are doing this anymore...glad to see some can still give.
Residents sleep in the street after the earthquake in Port-au-Prince January 13, 2010. (REUTERS/Eduardo Munoz)
Los Angeles County Fire Department urban search and rescue team load equipment in the Pacoima area of Los Angeles January 12, 2010. The team will travel to Haiti to help with rescue efforts after a magnitude 7.0 earthquake hit the capital Port-au-Prince. (REUTERS/Gus Ruelas) On to happier things...last month I got me a pair of
these, after hearing about this awesome company that gives a pair of shoes to a child in need with every purchase...how flippin cool is that! Every.single.time. I wear them I think of that. We need more companies like this in the world. Oh...and...they are THE most comfortable shoes EVER....I mostly wear them around the house...highyl recommend...go buy a pair. now. :)

These next topics go into a whole new category....
Thanks to good ole' facebook, which I hardly have time for anymore...sad...I am totally addicted to The Bachelor and Jersey Shore...seriously...yes...I know...embarrassing....especially embarrassing since I really DO NOT ever watch TV....before last week....I honestly probably have not turned on the TV in over 9 months...and now I am watching those two shows...really??? Ugh...I stayed up until 1:30 last night watching the 3 episodes of The Bachelor... AND...because I am a freak and have to do everything in order...I watched the first 3 episodes of Jersey Shore on my COMPUTER...I have never done this...what is happening to me. And...why do I think Ronnie is hot...ewwww...I had to see what all the hype is about...because umm....every 3rd status update last night was about the stupid Bachelor and last week every 2nd status update was about the Jersey Shore...I am not a sucker...nope, not at all.


I downloaded 10 books onto my kindle...super bad idea because now I can't decide which ones to read...I have major ADD now and because I know I have 10 books on it...if I get bored in the middle of a chapter I will leave it and go read another book...sooooo....nooooottt...like me. I am an orderly freak...I mean, I have a stack of about 26 magazines dating back to September...that I placed in order by date and have to read in.order. Freak. I know...so right now I am reading about 'sending the kids back to school - September' and my gossip mags are talking about 'Tiger Wood's crash and is there 'a mistress'" hmmph well...we all know there isn't just 'a' mistress..but...I still have to read it...Is anyone else like this? Please tell me if you are, because I have a little bit of an OCD problem when it comes to things like this...eeek

We FINALLY decided to sell our condo in Aliso Viejo...it has been a rental for over 2 years and lately has been nothing but problems...since we left, we have been through...
*4 sets of tenants...yeah, do the math...one was there for 2 whole months...anyway...
*1 fire which destroyed the entire patio and the neighbors patio...and the other neighbors patio...
*1 major dishwasher leak which caused damage to the downstairs neighbor
*14 light bulbs changed...random right...well yes, we did have THAT tenant that called us to freaking replace lightbulbs...WTF...oh and smoke detector batteries...don't get me started
*3 dogs (2 of which we didn't
know about..aka they didn't tell us so they wouldn't have to pay higher deposit)
*$$,$$$$ all the $$ we lost keeping the stupid place thinking the 'market was definitely going to go up'
Let me tell YOU 'Condo' I am so glad to be done with you...you have been nothing but a headache since the day we bought you...good riddance. 29 more days until freedom....at least you only took ONE day to sell...you did something right.
I read that book 'Love you, Forever' to Tyler the other night...and totally 100% cried...I haven't cried since he was born...I know...weird...but this book got me...wow...not sure when I will be ready to read it again...
And because every single day I fall more and more in love with this little man...here is a little something from him to you...his new trick. I often think what in the world did we do before him...he totally completes us...I LOVE YOU SON, more than you will EVER know! :)